It's been a while since I wrote my last atomic essay, my last AES was about a project and talkshow. For me it's the best project that I have created, but a lot has been going on since the last project. And there's also been a lot of ups and downs since then. Maybe I feel down because I see things differently when there is a good side but I can't see the good side. 

Sometimes I just have to think about all of the decisions I make, the one that I don't regret and the one that I regret. But now I have a way out, for me the way out is I  just realize that if you search for the bad side u will find the bad side but if u always think for the good side you'll always find that good side no matter what.

From my experience I was always scared to make decisions because I asked myself a lot of “What if” questions and I always see the down side first not the up side first. It was hard for me to realize this but now I can tell you, my way to escape from that position. It is so simple and I cannot believe it took so long until I realized it.

Take time for yourself. We are running for our dreams but we forgot that ourselves needed more attention than everything else. trust yourself before trusting others because the only thing that can control you is yourself not the outside world. trust yourself for making decisions, be happy to make mistakes, because from mistakes u learn 100% more rather than people telling you what to do. 

Either it's going to be down or up you have to believe in yourself first.