Once I have ever heard quotes from one of Spiderman Movies. It says "With a great power, comes big resposibillity". Now it's trully happened to me. Nope, I won't become a Spiderman or Spiderwoman as I wished Ahahah... But I am the leader of my family now. Since my dad retirement, he didn't do much. He stayed at home most of the day and play with our cat. My mom, she is a tottaly housewife and she is unwell too. I used to share the bills with my brother, but he and his wife decided to live separately from my parents. So  I need to earn more money for the bills. Sometimes it's painfull, I get up early in the morning, do some household (because I have assistent now), prepare some meals for my son and start working. I sometimes forget my meals, but I don't mind. I can handle this as long as I have prepared or order som meals for my son. I get home in the evening, prepared dinner for my son,get him ready for the bed and start preparing for the next lesson. Why do I think that is painfull ? Because I cannot stop working. If I stop working I lost my chance to earn money, I forget that I am only a human who needs to rest and need some food to eat. I even almost lost my 'metime', the moment when I do myself healing in the nature...yeahhh I know, I am only a human, I am only a single mom who has to live my son and my parents. I am trying not to say that I am tired, but sometimes I need to share. that's why I often assure my self that with a great power comes big resposibility. I earn more money so I pay more bills. It calls, a balance. The more money I earn the more bills I pay haahha. I am just trying to enjoy everything in my life because I am sure, everything happens for a reason. 

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