I'm writing this as I'm on my way to school in my automobile, and I gotta say, I feel ashamed. It's the worst kind of shame. I think these past few days have not been good for me, so me being late to school took a toll on me: It's genuinely painful to think that I could've disappointed some of my classmates' expectation of me, and also being perceived afterwards because of my action. My integrity is hurt and sometimes it could feel like it's me versus my class instead of things going straightforward as I hoped, but I think I couldn't blame them either, it's only natural I suppose.

The root problem of this may perhaps be my sleep schedule. I'm still trying to sleep before 11 PM now but so far I'm stuck at sleeping around that time, as if I'm being bottlenecked here. One of my concern also was that Kak Gina did predict this would happen eventually, and it did! It's really happening, and that's not a good look for me, because in this case I appear to have a higher chance of being late again, according to the prediction. It's like removing bricks from a brick wall one by one; seawater chipping the edge of a frail cliff.

I haven't got much to say except that if some of my classmates or my teachers reading this, I would like to sincerely apologise for not respecting your time. I really want to promise that this wouldn't happen again, but I'm not so sure I'm willing to stake that high. Despite that, I'm determined that this will be my first and last time I'm late in this semester, if not, well shame on me twice. 

Thank you for reading once again, for those who are expecting an analytical essay, there will be a few coming up soon.