there is soo many things I would love to do in my life that have to do with how I want to express who I am and change into something different, like running away from my comfort zone. example cutting my hair again and using more clothes that have more feminine energy but still look formal or still fit how I look, the closes one I want to do is cut my hair basicly and I wanted to get a semi shorter haircut like either a curly or messy haircut, a wolf cut, a short and formal yet messy, semi-long with braids, short with British type bangs, there's just way too much to chose and I'm a bit scared of the outcome but I want to get out of my comfort zone.

I think the most comfortable haircut I could go is with Japanese semi-short hair and I could still tie it up or a Korean semi-long hair but not the k-pop type bowl cut and have a balance between masculine and feminine type, and you might be asking why do I always say "I want to look feminine but with a masculine look" its because I feel I want to say that too all the people in simpa or outside of smipa if they want to experiment on how they look they don't need to be afraid and thinking "oh I'm a man I can't use feminine type clothing" and "I'm a girl I can't use this I look like a tomboy" or other things, cause no matter how you look it doesn't say anything and it's just showing the true you and the thing you want to explore in life

if seen a couple of students at KPB or smipa that dress the way they want to express themself by dressing more feminine and using pink whether is a shirt or a jacket and in the end, I respect how they express the way they look, so I if anyone reads this I suggest trying to experiment or stay in your comfort zone 

again that is it for today, Peace

"versuchen, mit dem Leben zu experimentiere"

A small message for Ka Leo: I don't think I can do the gimmick ka hahahahhaha