It's one fine friday morning. The sun is shining brightly. It's warm and windy but get up with a ruin mood. I gotta bad swing mood. So once, something ruin my mood, I am having badmood whole day. But how do I fix it ? I don't really enjoy shopping for mood booster. I prefer to sit down in my room and talk to myself doing the reflexion. What I've been doing ? Did I make someone upset ? Or....

Is this just my feeling or someone underestimate me ? What would you do if it happen to you, when someone underestimate you ? Will you be angry, upset or just let her/him does it ? I know I take it too personally. But since I met her or him for the first time, I thought she/he was good. BUt then I was wrong. She/he under estimate me, and did for the couple times. Then I said : Never judge a book by its cover, you never know what kind of battle they're fighting. I've been trying to controle my anger for long time, finding my ownself healing and I believe I am stronger than I used to be. So, Never give me a war, because I will give you a colony. I am quite doesn't mean I am weak, I just choose to life in peace, controlle my anger with natural healing. It takes time. 

Why does he/she want to see me upset ? will it make she/he happier ? what does she/he get from my anger ? just to ruin my mood and wreck other opinion about me ? Yeah just do it. I don't mind. I don't even care about your opinion. You won't also get the revenge. I will keep doing good to others and let you do what ever you wanna do. 

Keep doing good, Lind. Just keep doing good. No matter what, just keep doing good to people.